Lost

Quite often we sit down and wonder where exactly our life is heading, surprisingly i never used to be one of those people who actually had to bother about their future i had my goals and achievements all set out for me, where i was going to be in ten years, what exactly it was that i wanted to study. somehow as a kid it wasn't that hard to figure out what i wanted, and where as every one around me was wondering whether it was a doctor, an actress, an engineer it was they wanted to be, i had it all figured out. My parent's couldn't have been prouder of me then, they still to date show off on how their daughter knew exactly what she wanted to do by the age of 7. No hesitations nothing, i just knew it. However as growing up i have realized hesitation's not always a bad thing. Quite often it help's us think twice.
Not saying that today i want to do something new or go in a new direction but whenever i think about what i want to do, they joy doesn't really flow through. Maybe i need a couple of more year's to feel it or maybe that joy isn't enough for me. Today i am in that point of life where i have forgotten to do alot of thing's that i enjoy so therefore i have decided that i will blog as i have always loved to write so maybe the joy i seek will come to me in some form. My life not as interesting as quite a number of people's but still a bit different.
Maybe this can help me bring my passion back. And teach me something along the way. Quite often we come across the things we love by accident, i'm hoping for such kind's of accidents =). As this being my first ever blog do excuse my jumping from one topic to another.
Cheers